An Orphan

   

Copyright: Launch Good

    I'm an Orphan boy. Sorry! I can't say my name cuz, I don't have any particular recognised name to myself. People use to call me by different names like Chotu, Thammi, Chinna, idiot, rogue, etc., it depends on their mood. I'll respond for every call and every signal, cuz I have a hope that I can get a call, who can call me with full of love and affection, not with sympathy. And for orphans like me, are always waiting for someone's call to feel their self that they are not alone. And here for all the coming story, you can imagine me with any name whatever you want, I'll definitely connect with that name. And I'll be very happy that you are thinking about me, and you are something knowing about me. Cuz, basically no one thinks about me until I beg at them or until their birthdays comes. And there is no need to think about me even. But I always use to think, why they care me on the special occasions of their lives (Birthdays, Anniversaries, Events). Maybe they're feeling god will care about them with good and delightful sight. But why the god will do that? when they are doing something to the boy who is already strongly punished by God, like no one ever gets. Actually, I like people very much, cuz I know the real value of people and family presence in our lives. Cuz, I already got tired with my loneliness. But loneliness is always my best ground to play with my thoughts. And the beneficiary of this game is, there is no need of any sibling to play with us. Basically, everyone has their mother in their childhood to learn how to bath and how to brush and how to dress-up and how to eat and how to live and etc.., But for me, there is no one, I learnt how to bath my self and I only know that how my tears were fought with water at that time. And I learnt how to eat my self and I only know how my silence fought with my food. And I learnt how to live my self and I only know how my self-respect fought with my soul. And everyone has their mother to remind their childhood, but I don't even know who my mother is. I love the shops(Bakery, Chocolate, Ice cream, etc.,) who has a covered wall instead of the glass window, Cuz covered walls are always good they never show what they have in it and they don't give any thought on what I can't get anyway. But, glass windows are always making me stand at in front of it, and it always reflects my face reversely and it always reminds me what actually I'm. I have so many dreams and I got to know that with my strong life, there is no one to support me and there is no one to work for me, but my life and time never stopped growing for all the shakes which I'm facing now, so I can build my self by my own as I learnt everything in my life by my self. And I'm still an orphan without any name, but I'm believing my self strongly, one-day people will call me with an honour name(Future Designation) with full of respect which is very rare and new to my life. Until I shine I'm AN ORPHAN.